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Wednesday, July 14, 2010

:: AL-FATIHAH ::


got a shocking news... my-quiet-close friend had passed away in an accident at Marang, Terengganu... at first.. i really hope that it was just a rumor but then i'd been confirmed by her close reletives that it's really true she had passed away... on 13th July 2010...

i knew her at KMPP on 2003... she was in the same lecture with me.. H4... but diff prac... i was in P2 and she is in P3... what make us closed was we were in the same block .. Ixora... even i was at the 4th floor and she was at the 3rd floor... but most of the time.. i hang out at her room... in the same lect meaning that we can study together.. but one thing for sure... we r not really studying.. but more to gossiping and do some crazy things together.. moreover... she is really was a happy go lucky girl.. super extreme talkative.. can't shut her mouth even for 2 sec.. that's is why..when she's gone.. i can sense that whoever who close to her will have to struggle hard to defy the loneliness and emptiness by her absence..

i should post this entry earlier but i cannot get my mind right on the track + my eyes was blurred with tears whenever recalled all the memories with her... jog together... walk together to the lect hall... gossiping around.. doing the block stuff together (i'm the sorority president and she was the treasurer ).. watching TV together..and most of all.. we were always sister-fight when it came to borrow lisa's chemistry tutorial.. haha... it's really nice memories but now since she has gone.. i'll live with that memories for the whole of my life...

leaving the matrik.. i lost contact with her... until a few month ago... she found me on FB and we start to reconnect... but since i was busy and so do her... we r not really close like we used to 5 years ago... i felt nothing bout this situation.. until yesterday.. when i got the text... feeling breaathless... if only i knew she'll leave me this early... i would spent more time with her... but who am i to questioned the fate... sy perlu redha dgn qada' dan qadar... sesungguhnya ajal dan maut itu ketentuan Allah... we'll never know when and where... until "that" time arrive...so do her.. she for sure dont know that she'll leaving us so soon... but at her facebook... the tagline for her profile pic HIDUP : MENCARI MATI YANG SEMPURNA... i've read this and expect nothing and i dont know.. what she felt while she was typing that sentence.. .. the lesson that i got... appreciate the every single existence in our life because we never know when they r leaving us or we are leaving them..

to you yatie...... damailah di sana... kuredhai dan kuhalalkan kesemuanya.... smoga rohmu ditempatkan di kalangan orang-orang yang beriman... even we r only knew each other for only a year... but the memories remain in my heart forever... al-fatihah...


p/s : just got news from someone who really close to her

1) since dia digilis oleh lori.... hanya kepala dalam keadaan sempurna.... yg lain hancur... =(
2) arwah sudah menerima surat kelulusan dari tabung haji untuk menunaikan haji pada tahun ini.... semoga niat ikhlasnya untuk ke tanah suci itu membawa keberkatan untuknya di sana.. amiinnnnnn..

2 comments:

bayu pagi said...

turut merasai kesedihan... Al-Fatihah...

Syima Emi said...

Ya Allah, sedih gila aku baca ni niza..dia dak kmpp ke? nape aku x ingat..apapon, takziah.. semoga dia damai di sana. amin...

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